My Career Choice

I think my career choice might be a lie,
I'm not sure how and I don't know why.
Am I honorable enough?
Am I strong enough?
Will I even be a good CSI?
I'm not good at math,
and "apparently" I don't know about science.
What if I even get to college?
Would it really make a difference?
I dont know if I'll ever graduate,
by that time it'll probably be too late.
I'll move to Miami, I know I will,
but I'll probably won't do anything down there,
but at least I won't be ill.
I guess I'll keep going,
I'll try and do my best,
but so far that hasn't worked just yet.