Don't

Don't ever believe that you can't do anything right because people tell you so. I know you can do things right and I will remind you of all the right things you have done for me. Don't let them tell you that you're a screw up because God wouldn't have made you that way when you're perfect to me. Your structure is fit to be king of all lands. Don't ever think that you need to change in any way I love the person you are since the day I first met you. Don't allow people to point out your flaws, because to me, you're flawless. Don't let anyone call you shallow, because when I look into your deep eyes; I can see the passion you have in your soul. And don't ever feel that you're unloved, because I love you.

What I Think About When I See You

I've proven myself to you. I've stood up for you. What more will it take? I've respected you. You still haven't noticed? You're always there, within my reach and out of my reach. But you're always around. Just plunge me into the depths of the ocean surrounding me in your warmth. I want to feel you by my side when I'm ready to back down. Now I just can't get you outta my dreams. And just when I think you're gone, you come back around. The reason you're not here at the times that I need you is nobody's fault but mine. So many things remind me of you, that I don't know where I can look. I'm looking forward, hoping you're on that road in front of me. We can be the weak and the strong on the highway of love.

Putting My Heart Through Hell

Your putting my heart through hell by the way you smile at me each time I pass by. It's putting my heart through hell because of the fact that I can't tell you why. I'm putting my heart through hell when I think we shouldn't end this way. Your putting my heart through hell when you come up to me and try to find an excuse of something to say. It's putting my heart through hell when you laugh at the little jokes I say. I'm putting my heart through hell when I keep thinking about how I'm gonna have to let you go. Your putting my heart through hell by the way you somehow always can find me in such a big place. It's putting my heart through hell everytime I feel your touch. I'm putting my heart through hell when I realize I'll never forget you.

What I Should Tell You...

I'm not avoiding you or ignoring you, I'm giving your heart a break. I know your unsure I can see it in your eyes. Don't worry, I can promise that you won't make a mistake. It's not you or me, I just don't want to hurt you when I know your struggling. Someday soon I'll take care of you and run my fingers through your hair while siting on the bank of that river we both are familiar with. We are so close but yet so far from where we both need to be. Now you'll go home, back to spending your nights alone in that apartment of yours. But don't give up or worry, we'll be together one more time. I can tell that you'll miss me by the many litte ways you try to communicate with me. I guess we'll wait for that goodbye later.

I Know

Each day you always improve and I know how you feel when it comes to something you lose. For you, I'm always there and I'll hold you until life becomes fair. When you smile every time, the whole world begins to shine. On a day when it starts to rain, you're the one I want to gain. Although sometimes you can be stressed out, you are someone I will never doubt. Your true feelings you try to hide, but there are some things you can't disquise. I know about your past, but my real questions, I will never ask. I know you don't care about getting attention, but I still long to give you affection. I can tell you're self concious, and when you say you're not perfect, that's comeplete nonsense. You are so strong for someone whose heart was previously torn. Your skin, so warm, is like lava that is molten, for it is for you that my heart is stolen. You are so great, you need no concealing. And these are reasons why you give me meaning.

Broken Angel

The dark shadows swarm around their favorite broken angel, me. Haunted by the past and maybe I'm not even an angel. A dark angel perhaps? For I cannot tell. Life is almost like traveling in a dark forrest with nothing but pure isolation. Unlike me, the large ancient trees are strongly rooted to solid ground. It's not as cold as most people would think, but humid due to all of the pressures of what to do next surrounding me like thick fog. Symtoms of an illness that my family would be ahamed of, so I refuse to admit it. Shadows of the past keep a steady pace along side me, refusing to vanish. There's no body of water of any kind like you would usually read about in books or see in movies. Dark figures loom in amoungst the trees, making sure that I am always within their sight. Unknowing of their intensions, I try to find a way out into the clearing by walking faster. I finally start to realize that there is no way out. I am a broken angel trapped in my own dimention.

Around You

That sweet smile and those sparkly brown eyes; I can't help but love you. When you look at me, it's like the sun beaming down on my face. You're like superman; I always feel safe when I'm around you. You have the strength of a thousand horses. My stomach leaps and my heart pounds by just thinking about you. You are the most amazing person I have ever known. With you; I'm wonderstruck and blushing all the way home. Everytime you touch me, it's really something. Who would have thought that I'd fall in love with you? I can't help the way you look like an angel. There is so much magic I've been feeling since I met you. When I'm around you, I'll forget how to breathe. It's almost impossible not to smile when I look at you. I love you.